oh yes!
but thanks anyway,
kiat chiayun allysia yimin and of cos my bestie tings who's stuck w me
haha.
thanks so much for staying back and accompanying me and alicia!
and chiayun! crap la you.
that girl actually wanted to lie on the ground so that i would jump over her??
she believes that i can do it that way.
funny girl!
and mel!
thanks for bothering to ask how it went
haha
and im sure you ll do some mind boggling overwhelming leap when you do yours la!

tings aint coming tomms :((
major double triple frown.
i always get V. depressed when i dont see her in school
no idea why
just ask wai
haha that rhymed!
so anyway i gave her my little (okay not so little) letter which, unfortunately, was not completed (was missing two words cos i ran out of silver glitter hehe.) but i had no choice cos i didnt want to wait till the weekend was over! um anway. i think everyone is like HURR. its just a letter .. irrelevant to the blog content but i just want to say : i love you tings! :D
realised nobody else probably understands what im saying but yea.

butt hurts! BADLY!
was like, crying away.
so embarassing.

i will grow out of you
just like i did, nothing new.

oh God.
dead tired -falls flat on floor-
cannot pass the frigging standing broad jump .. missed by 3cm and i have to retake the entire 5 items all over again :( what are they gonna do man. force me to jump over and over again till i pass? what if i just cant do it? what is their effing problem?? does it mean if i jump 3cm further it proves me to be healthy + fit? or what? they cannot define the nation's ability with just some digits, it doesnt do us any justice. atrocious edictions (for the third time or something) but anyway. nothing's ever fair.
the thing is. i actually jumped over 147 but mr phee wasnt there to testify it took place so it wasnt counted. and what is this? are they gonna deny that this ever took place? so nothing ever counts? yea im a loser i cant even jump 147cm but so what? my height does not even exceed 147 by 10cm! im only like 156 or smth. you mean im supposed to jump over myself? okay this is really crappy. but i just needed to rant on and on and on. ARE THEY GONNA MAKE ME JUMP 147CM TILL AUGUST EVERY SINGLE DAY?? hello, get a life. its just some stupid black smelly mat. its just a couple of lines and we are suppose to follow that .. thing and do as it says? growls.

OH WELL.
im a born loser, what to do.

and my ass hurts like eff. its driving me nuts, i cant even sit or stand without cringing. yea and it was all thanks to that smelly black mat. i HAD to fall flat on it. if i cant like, shit or whatever, i swear im gonna rip those mats apart and .. burn them!
and my legs? they weigh like, a ton now and i cant even walk properly ; its all wobbly. can you see i tried to make it?? CAN YOU? stop effing my already effed up life with this crap. im like a walking bruise already and i DO NOT WANT TO DO ALL THE 5 ITEMS AGAIN NEXT WEEK bcos of 3cm.

and for your information
i tried jumping again and again for like 2hours+
no, all that goes down the chute.
i dont get ANY credit for that.

but so what if i refuse to do it? im just gonna get reprimanded, forced to do this crap ANYHOW, and end up paralysed trying to jump 3cm further. can i just NOT do smth i dont want to? for once?

ARGH! whatever.

^x hold on if you feel like letting go

nana
gonna write you a short reply for the time being okay? haha how would no one not notice?? she was being nice okay. NICE. so she pretends she doesnt know. okay PLEASE MOVE ON TO ANOTHER TOPIC ALREADY. well. as a matter of fact, i think thunders could be the um, like, kings for lions. so when they feel like growling they tell the lions to do it and the lions have to obey their edictions. haha. yes, nana very observant just like hooper -passes you a trophy- (and youre supposed to grin triumphantly after um, pushing me into the cup of the trophy which you filled with lake water) in fact, i passed 60 by 2! -beams- haha its DAWN OF THE DEAD not RISE OF THE DEAD. spot the difference, nana? -passes you yet another trophy- oh! my sister has volunteered to lend me her ezlink HAHA so there. im SIXTEEN too. WE ll have to try and sneak REE in. haha. yea youre a very sad girl what. loser. can only hang out with 15yearolds. loser of the century! -passes you YET ANOTHER trophy- wow youre quite winner. HAHA. i can imagine you rolling your eyes. -sings- keep rolling rolling rolling. keep rolling rolling rolling .. er. anyway. what was that rainbow song you were talking about? -clueless- no nana i dont think you have any hair fringes so i guess you mean your ahem. fringe? as in your biggest assest staring at you when you look down? hee. well. then i guess its quite a chestful of work to do! no, i actually read every single word of what you typed, with my finger pointing to the word that followed. haha okay i did not do that, but i DID READ EVERY SINGLE WORD OKAY! you think you very cool eh. PEACE OUT DUDE.
i think for you it should be PEACE OUT, BITCH :D hee. lovelove!
(okay its not so short after all)
and doreen should have read my blog since she always ANNONYMOUSLY does every monday like you said right? yea so HI REE. you see, im very polite to you :) haha okay ignore me. am very crappy today -screws face-

grr! kneeling on the ground and feeling very spastic
cos i didnt want to sit comfortably on a chair and tempt myself to surf the net.

okay i think i sound like a geek.

but anyway.
went for stupid tuition for like, 10minutes? sat around, talked, took the worksheet for the day and left.
cos the teacher didnt come.
practically the entire class skipped the lesson!
pity the relief teacher haha.
she was screaming after us but we happily ignored her
so evil!
but it was just a LIL shenanigan. right?

i think i forgot my posb card pin number.
sheesh man.
so embarassing.
my friend was laughing at me!
more like having a laughing fit, actually.
shall not elaborate.
not like i was the only laughingstock..
she brought out this PROTRACTOR and mistook it for her ezlink.
fainted.
even worse than me.
its like, ROUND !
okay as you can see.
we're all mountain tortoises.
-hides face-

transformation is killing me softly! -sings the song- okay i can see sabrinana cringing. i meant to say it was killing me but yea. somehow the word softly popped in my mind.
okay whatever.
am darn crappy today!
nonsensical me.
MY PIMPLE PLANTATION!!
-rages-
im like a walking red-patch-blotchy-face girl.
whatever it means.
oh yes. and i was darn sleepy (on the verge of lapsing into a sleep of 43857841years) and wai started telling me stupid jokes. SO FUNNY. haha. perked me up, darling :)

who is tang yuan's mother, everyone? (though i know only nana ll bother to reply) HAHA.
ooh! and what did sushi A tell sushi B? (contributed by tings haha)

okay my arms and legs cannot withstand this anymore.
suddenly remembered.
napfa tomms !
shit. shite.
:(

nana! no no you so did not make me feel even worse YOU DID NOT!
haha. copied the entry in case smgk oopsed me la.
then when it oopsed me i pasted and tried signing again lo.
you think i stupid or what??
-glares at you!
BUT! i have succumbed to your constant aggravations
HAHA. haha anyway. so how was it at nai's place? um, you WALKED around her house till you were tired??
and what was it about my sister's friend lionel??
oei.

yayy finally configured my mms and gprs thingy! happily sending pictures :D

alrighty. gtg off to meet my sister serser ..

helpp.
tings your SATs words are still popping up in my mind.
sheesh.
and im smiling to myself thinking about how we try so hard to make a story out of the words!
okay anyway.
please continue mugging
you can do it!
to harvard -grinns-
and prove that GEEK wrong -smirks-
okay im reeeally going to bed now.

thanks everyone :)
am up and smiling again.
the um new effervescent me (like real)
haha

notgonnabothermenotgonnabothermenotgonnabotherme.
so there.
-grins smugly-

went to catch a movie with tings today and it was hell tiring la.
walked to shaw then to cine (you know how far it is)
actually we took the train.
haha
but still.
it was very tiring k!
besides,
it was pouring.
adds on to the inconvenience.
and whats up with the nc16 ruling!?
its seriously egregious to not permit secondary 4 students to watch nc16 shows!
where is the logic??
atrocious, i tell you.
such ediction!
tsktsk.
so what if we're not 16 yet??
we are sec4 too!
are they accusing us of not being mature enough to handle what is in the cinemas?
so lame.
okayy. i just needed to rant.
cos we have to let Dawn the Dead slip us by.
hmrpf.
to think that we're only a couple of months away from our sweet sixteen!
the agitation of avid horror movie goers
like tings and i.
okay im like 8months away.
but still.
you know how time flies!
bzzzzz snap! im wrinkled and .. OLD! with my walking stick as a lifelong companion.
haha

anyway. we caught 50 first dates!
it was really hysterical.
haha
and drew barrymore's really cherubic.
never thought of her this way.
angelic eyes!
effulgent halo above her head.
haha tings!
your SATs words are seriously getting stuck in my mind.

anyway
cca tomms ._.
i really hope no one makes me do any running
not especially when two calluses on my feet are peeling
and inducing shots of pain up my leg ._.
no idea how im gonna do my 6 rounds for napfa.
Ms lim is gonna laugh her ass off when she hears that i refuse to run cos i have calluses on my feet.
oh well.
maybe they'll heal magically.

alrighty.
' tatas everyone!
beauty sleep now.

nana
haha where got?? madness. if its even in the slightest bit true, its cos tings makes me memorise some SATs words with her too when she gets very stressed haha. cos shes taking the exam on may 8th. and the words get stuck in my mind cos we make super lame stories to aid us in remembering them. anyway. next saturday's fine with me..though im dying from ennui this sat (yea i can predict! wraps fingers around crystal ball) and i needa buy bras. haha ;) yea i know youre going like AGAIN?!? but anyhow, dont risk your ld thingy la. gonna get screwed when they find out! then you have to pretend to die when they bury you alive. then we can discreetly go exhume you from the earth haha. then we can hide you somewhere! then..then..so exciting! haha okay im kinda hyper now. if you'd excuse me. OKAY I GET IT. both of you have fully booked schedules unlike my mundane life -glares- okay just kidding. any day's fine with me actually. cos you just messaged me to say you cant make it this saturday..yes! i did really badly for this recent physics test though it was kinda easy. cos all those drawing crap..didnt study closely. took a few glimpses and thought i already had it in my mind. and you know that test was more of the stupid drawing crap than those calculating thingys. saddening! this term's bad. reached my target of 20points or less already but got pulled down by the stupid physics test. and its gonna continue diving steeper down the sea with the upcoming mid years -faints from stress- haha oh well. I KNEW IT, NANA! i knew it. anyway. why is STUPID DOREEN not signing my gbk when she visits my blog -glares at her- and its for real now. hmm hmm hmm. harry potter has a book to answer my questions?? -perplexed look- i read the books too what! how come im not aware of that? what is it called? the know-it-all book? dont spite me! hmrpf. your results are wayyy above mine k. so dont you bring me down todayy -sings the christina aguilera song- haha i can see your face turning green. rolls eyes. dont slander my cca k! its very crappy but its still a cca! you..you..IT GIRL! okay i have no idea where that came from. you know the IT BOY book from some david guy? yea. suddenly flashed across my mind. okay anyway. LONG ENTRY EHS. i dont do any resuscitation now. neither do i march around. i erm. sit around in the sjab room and enjoy my final year. haha had enough! 3 torturous stupid years. AIYAH why am i still typing your reply i was supposed to go sleep!! gd night, IT GIRL. haha. see ya. and btw i have yet to read your SPECIAL+MOVING story..

falling down
going down
again

not one of my good days.

was stony the entire day
academic results took a nosedive along with self esteem and everything else
just like it always does eventually.

and its not like theres anyone to say this to.
oh god do i sound like Kingshaw or what.

t i r e d
of smiling
of laughing
of talking
of thinking
of moving
of studying
of switching on and off my mobile 5 times (and counting) today
of the guilt
of the competition
of the stress
of trying to be nice
of trying to contain all these inside
of waiting

all i want to do now is to lie on a patch of um grass and never get nudged awake by any ass.

Don't tell me what to think
Cause I don't care this time
Don't tell me what you believe
Cause you won't be there
To catch me when I fall
But you'll need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone again, yeah

I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again, yeah
I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again

Don't tell me how life is
Cause I don't really want to know
Don't tell me how this game ends
Cause we'll just see how it goes
Catch me when I fall
Or you'll need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone again, yeah

I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again, yeah
I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again, yeah

Now, I'm all the way down here
I'm falling
I'm all the way down here
I'm falling down again
I'm falling down
I'm falling down
I'm falling down

I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again,
I'm going down in flames
I'm falling into this again

Now, I'm all the way down here
I'm falling
All the way
All the way down here
I'm falling down again now
I'm falling down

i really dont want to think
ive impugned you,
just like what i think of everyone else now.

nana
dont you wish everything was simple and plain? that everything was written out in black and white so that we could refer to them as proof that we think too much? that people really dont mean what they say? that we shouldve been cynical to every single kind of relationship? that there were lines that scream DO NOT CROSS, you can never afford the agony it brings? yea tell me i sound stupid and funny but its true. maybe there is a guidebook for life somewhere. and i think this is what the guidebook says : because all crap like love and friendship are stories made up to decieve us. because its an evil plot to guile us like the big bad wolf in little red riding hood. because everything is a lie. because its an evil joke turned nasty. because nothing lasts forever. and its contrasts entirely with what we had naively believed in. because things change all the time. rapidly. and that is why nobody is ever happy. that is why people write songs about how happy they are with their lives but later write another song about how miserable their lives are. that is why there are more sappy sad songs than irritatingly happy songs. but within myself a little voice tells me that the guidebook may be wrong. maybe there's hope for this melee crowd we all belong to. maybe maybe. and maybe everything happens for a reason. maybe it is for us to be happy after all.
:) love you, stupid bitch.
and yes, you think too much.
but so do i.

um.
i think i shall go study ss.
SEE WHAT I MEAN??!
argh. the government and everyone else should really give the students a break
-pulls long face-
okay im not so pissed anymore.
maybe i shall
off my mobile again ..
and hopefully on it again like, at 9?
i know im not making sense
like i always dont
haha.

EE!

feeling all red and pink and hair-raising and goosebumpy and cheated and irritated and stupid and blue and black and rgejioeewt.

i knew it was a bad choice to go!

i knew it i knew it.

haha.
ignore me.

oh BEFORE I FORGET
shall reply nana haha
crazy for you too aww -gives shy look- i know youre crazy for me :D :D okayokay youre like rolling your eyes and going whatever wendy again. its just the song title, i know. you know i kept seeing you drink that bandung drink so i went and bought one too and gulped the whole thing down only to find out it disgusted me ._. but okay i guess its okay cos you like it -whispers loudly- EE! haha fine you shall be the captain of your own club with no members cos youre the only member and youre the captain! hee hee. k la. feeling kinda evil now. okay fine i wont give you the doreen look. btw do you realise shes gonna kill us when she finds out we are not-so-secretly coming up with this Doreen Look thing. haha. im gonna BATHE NOW. have you bathed today, nana??

online again
read this fab book!
its called tell no one and it claims to be in the midst of filming into a movie (exactly what it really should be) but i havent like, heard of such a movie (??) weird.
just did math homework
um study break now.

legs not aching surprisingly
and my calluses feel damn queer!
they dont feel like theyre part of my body at all
like two detached flat balls??
okayy dont think crooked.
we walked ALL OVER town to and fro and to and fro and to and fro! vicious cycle. haha
everyone was kinda stony (or maybe it was just me) at the beginning
after that was okay.
silly sweetie darn funny. she just proven herself to be the ultimate mountain tortoise ever.
can you believe she was cynical that a piece of listerine sweet was actually a sweet?? sheesh she thought i was kidding and laughed till she realised it wasnt 'toner' or whatever she thought it was. which living person till today, is not aware that sweets come in strips that melt in your mouth?? and at far east, we all started to squeeze ear sticks into our ears. haha all except me..i was the ahem, expert (with probably the smallest ear holes, actually) giving a helping hand. sweetie (again) v toot! she could only squeeze the enlarger into her earholes like, for a quarter and the whole thing was sticking out..haha i dont think anyone knows what im talking about but yea. and peixiu's earsticks were so damn long! v weird. oh! and wai+i had to pretend we wanted to buy shoes to sit down in the shoe shop. cos our legs were reeeeally tired ._. went marche for dinner..was feeling v funny. was like, afraid of i-dont-know-what for an hour or so. freaky. and when i went back, had a freaky encounter again! eeks. anyhow, salmon spaghetti is fab! next to crayfish ones :)

its kinda sad that green got last ._.
but no one put in much effort.
not any green house member i know, anyway.
so i guess we're all guilty
but its over .. so.
yea.
cant believe that red cheer didnt emerge triumphant!
weird.
thought they were really good.
the best among all the four houses
their uniform was the nicest too
haha.
but whatever la
its just sports day
everyone has different opinions.

perfect 10 is playing all the nice songs now!
though its carrie chong -screws face-

this girl was bitching (okay not bitching but plainly kaypoh and budging into other people's lives) about my sister so we found out who she was and .. shes kinda sweet. as in everytime i see her in school ive always thought 'what a sweet girl!' but uh uh. impression gone. my sister was like 'oh my god' too cos when she was still in st nikcs she thought she was sweet too! tsktsk. but at says shes alright la. and i hope so too. maybe shes just really kaypoh -screws nose- but whatever it is, what my sister does is not her business at all. and in case she still thinks my sister is cheating on at or something, she IS NOT. there is not a need to dig up facts / photos / testimonials at friendster of her ex, and report to other people, really. please get on with your own life and continue being sweet.

gonna meet carolA dinah and some other people ltr i think.
becoming really slothy.
resolved to mug on sunday!
math test ._.
cant believe i just managed to scrape through for geog :((
but many people failed so i guess im considered lucky already.
worried about my argumentative essay!
shite.
havent been plainly exuberant in a long time.
someone bring me joy.

was watching blueprint last night!
i think the directors got their facts wrong
even boys in primary schools know how girls pee.
so their manner of portraying innocent 13year old boys is totally inaccurate.
but regardless of that
the show is still sweet :))
haha.

was in town ystd! (the euphoria of liberation :D)
and i saw aileen!
yayy
finally, small little big humongous one.
and this spooky girl came and asked tings+i to join some kinda 'girls only' club but we could see through all that facade.
its actually some cult group that practices witchcraft and tarot card reading!
._.

is this how you treat your friend
someone who has been there for you
for 3 years and counting
someone who always tried to be nice
are these the words you say
is this demeanour i ought to earn
i was never perspicacious
but i never want to say
i regret my positive mindset of you
i never want to say
i should have impugned you

aights. better get my ass off the chair.

are you aware of what you make me feel baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real

I was left to cry there, waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
cos you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you placed beside you
To take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face

Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide

gosh i feel damn lazy
slothy
lackadaisical.

i need to jerk my brain from its current mode.

sigh.
was at macs having a little tete a tete w tings. haha. okay it wasnt little. it lasted for 2hrs at the least. but it was fun. though we were practically whining away the whole time. miss that girl :) and the poor dog! god. it just died like that. haha. dog, god. its the other way round! okay anyway. reached home, felt REALLY lazy so i lazed around called steph to ask her about the sports day thing and found out shes in band sheesh. im not gonna stand in the contingent under the HOT SUN in the bloody skorts and green orchird tee like a loser for hours. so um. i have menstrual cramps tomms morning. yea. talked to her for a little while more .. and why does everyone like elyse for america's next top model?? hmrpf. i like shannon! but in the end neither won la. haha stupid stepo. still the same old.

anyway. didnt know avril lavigne has over 50 songs! and if you know that song i just posted, i know its damn weird. cos i edited some parts out la. cos you know. yea. haha im not making sense. they say my wallet's damn childish! hmrpf. but yea i agree haha. been using it since the end of sec2 or something? sheesh. so right away i dug out my esprit wallet and viola! childish wendy no more. hahas.

nana yea always clean girl. whatever la. you. -rolls eyes- even if i dont blog about it the whole world would (alliteration!) have still known cos you broadcast it anyhow. haha. by the way. come get your 5 bucks la! called / messaged you but no reply. tsk! uh. okayy..60 is kinda nice -looks at you like youre a freak- haha. and why are you drinking same old bandung EVERYDAY at recess man. sucking out of that rose packet.

okay im off studying physics RIGHT NOW.

You say you turned it off hid your heart upon a shelf
scared of what it might cost to take it down for sombody else
cause loving her you lost too much of yourself
baby can't you see that she’s not me
Not me at all

And I need you to know you can fall into me
that my arms are wide open and will always be
right here waiting staying strong come and fall into me
Don't compare her to me,believe in love

I'll follow any road anywhere to get to you
I'll open up my soul if that is what you need me to do
now baby its your move all you got to do is
believe in love

And I need you to know you can fall into me
that my arms are wide open and will always be
right here waiting staying strong come and fall into me
Just believe in love

^x feels like im starting it all over again

smth wrong with imood!
whatever.

went to the columbarium yesterday. my hair didnt stop stinking till i washed it 4 times! madness. the fact that i went east coast (oily oily food!) didnt help the state of it at all. saw pictures of those little babies who died! so sad, to die even before they really saw the world. not like its a pretty world anymore, though. was at the beach after dinner the wind was HUGE! damn cooling. sis+i were happily gossiping about the couples there. haha little kids were flying kites! -jealous- and this family brought their dog along. which was THE cutest thing ever (after yorkshire terriers)

had st johnnie today. damn slack. all i did was sit in the room and gossip+have tete-a-tetes (??)+run 1 round and briskwalk 2 rounds+sleep+study h.chinese. sheesh. haha. went to macs after that! practically dying from er. famine. haha. rina+cherie joined us after kiat+yins+fels+i dragged ourselves (ok maybe i was the only one who had to drag myself there) to macs..i have the students promotion card! -beams proudly- :)) haha and we were talking about william hung (whose 'song' Singtel was blasting at Swensens -horrified-) and spore idol and all the other shows. everyone should catch the OC! its rather nice. (meaning no sucky actors/boring plot) and rina told us this stupid joke!

one day this lil boy was at the playground with the mum
he asked : 'mummy, is God black or white?'
mum said : 'God is black+white, darling.'
'is God man or woman?'
'God is both man+woman.'
'does God love me?'
'of course he does.'
'is God Michael Jackson?'

haha damn mean but yea. quite funny la.
leave it to rina to provide us with such jokes. haha

just back from town ! :))
bought bods bra, changed my mango top into another not see-through one, bought ralph lauren blue !! hahaha extreme exhileration la. need to exult a little :D and the promoter was damn nice. she secretly gave me miniature and mini-miniatures for each of us (da+yins) though i didnt buy the large one.
was like in an excursion today. da was at home doing her hair when i already reached and yins wasnt answering my calls. and when i called rol and wai and everyone else, their lines were ALL engaged! dies. so i stood there for a long time till they called back. rol+xin were in far east so i took the train to orchard (lazy la. was at somerset) and was walking to scotts when suddenly yins decided to return my calls and DEMANDED that i go wisma now! -frowns- so i had to turn the other direction, looking like a spastic kid who lost her way and walked all the way to wisma. sorry, rol+xin! and at wisma, i was alr perspiring with the sweltering heat. so i thought finally! air-con at wisma. BUT! communication breakdown. i walked to and fro and stood and stood till i found out yins was at another part of wisma. was like i did some form of leg exercise for an hour. but its good. burns fats. which is why im NOT complaining, as you can see. lol.

ooh! saw this cute guy. who yins+da claim he's not their type .. fine! hmrpf. new eye candy. haha though i'd probably never see him again. just like what happened to the one in f+s :(
okay. whatever.
saw jess too! yayy. didnt talk at all though. was busy turning around to walk to wisma ._.

anyway. ive decided im never gonna eat salad anymore. it sucks. tasteless! the dressing's even worse. and pastamania's salad only has 2 pathetic tomatoes. how sad. crunched everything up anyhow. though they taste like 'ants crawled through them' like what yins said. haha. Qoo was there! damn cute and stout. haha took pics of yins+it! and then dada and yins went to ask for balloons while i, ahem. the mature one (HA HA) insisted that i didnt need one. so we went to pastamania for dinner and while waiting we got so bored we started sucking the helium up so that we'd have those funny whiny voices (da's suggestion ._.) how come yins+i dont have any effect?! so dumb la. now i have a bloated tummy :(

da left but yins+i walked a lil while more .. saw nice stuff at Warehouse + Surfbabe! tried on this SUPER CHEAP top at Surfbabe but guess what. its so super large though its supposed to be Small. so saddened! haha. really liked it. oh well. but i saw this other nice tee! yayy voodoo dolls rocks my socks! :D
i think i sound like a lunatic going on and on about this and that. cant blame me. deprived la.
haha and poor yins had to bear with me and my whining cos. you know. the usual.

thought i could finally get over you
but things never seem to change
and im still the same old fool
sitting and standing, waiting on the same lane.

whatever whatever.
WHATEVER WENDY.
thats what nana would say -laughs.

oh yes btw.
shall reply that girl

nana i dont know! did you come back to sign on the same day? ee. but whats new? youre a disgusting freak lorr!! -screws face- first you dont wash your hair then you dont bathe and now you dont even brush your teeth?!! okay its not a secret anymore but yes. YOU PIGGG!! haha but its so you, you know. to be finding many other parts of your body to NOT clean/wash so that you can irritate us. hee! please brush your teeth. what happened to that nice whitening tooth paste you claimed worked so well?? and please wash your hair. and scrub your body. haha. youre NOT DISGUSTING AT ALL, NANA. no no. youre clean and nice smelling. and i bet you drank coffee! ee!! major turn off! -runs of in the other direction and never returns till you brush!- haha im listening to that song you like! and i like! haha. but yea. dont worry, i still love you though youre all smelly and disgusting and turning me off. what to say. im crazy.

'off to study a little if im still not tired after switching off the comp
haha
night, everyone.

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

^x feels like im starting it all over again

smth wrong with imood!
whatever.

just back from town ! :))
bought bods bra, changed my mango top into another not see-through one, bought ralph lauren blue !! hahaha extreme exhileration la. need to exult a little :D and the promoter was damn nice. she secretly gave me miniature and mini-miniatures for each of us (da+yins) though i didnt buy the large one.
was like in an excursion today. da was at home doing her hair when i already reached and yins wasnt answering my calls. and when i called rol and wai and everyone else, their lines were ALL engaged! dies. so i stood there for a long time till they called back. rol+xin were in far east so i took the train to orchard (lazy la. was at somerset) and was walking to scotts when suddenly yins decided to return my calls and DEMANDED that i go wisma now! -frowns- so i had to turn the other direction, looking like a spastic kid who lost her way and walked all the way to wisma. sorry, rol+xin! and at wisma, i was alr perspiring with the sweltering heat. so i thought finally! air-con at wisma. BUT! communication breakdown. i walked to and fro and stood and stood till i found out yins was at another part of wisma. was like i did some form of leg exercise for an hour. but its good. burns fats. which is why im NOT complaining, as you can see. lol.

ooh! saw this cute guy. who yins+da claim he's not their type .. fine! hmrpf. new eye candy. haha though i'd probably never see him again. just like what happened to the one in f+s :(
okay. whatever.

anyway. ive decided im never gonna eat salad anymore. it sucks. tasteless! the dressing's even worse. and pastamania's salad only has 2 pathetic tomatoes. how sad. crunched everything up anyhow. though they taste like 'ants crawled through them' like what yins said. haha. Qoo was there! damn cute and stout. haha took pics of yins+it! and then dada and yins went to ask for balloons while i, ahem. the mature one (HA HA) insisted that i didnt need one. so we went to pastamania for dinner and while waiting we got so bored we started sucking the helium up so that we'd have those funny whiny voices (da's suggestion ._.) how come yins+i dont have any effect?! so dumb la. now i have a bloated tummy :(

da left but yins+i walked a lil while more .. saw nice stuff at Warehouse + Surfbabe! tried on this SUPER CHEAP top at Surfbabe but guess what. its so super large though its small. so saddened! haha. really liked it. oh well. but i saw this other nice tee! yayy voodoo dolls rocks my socks! :D
i think i sound like a lunatic going on and on about this and that. cant blame me. deprived la.
haha and poor yins had to bear with me and my whining cos. you know. the usual.

thought i could finally get over you
but things never seem to change
and im still the same old fool
sitting and standing, waiting on the same lane.

whatever whatever.
WHATEVER WENDY.
thats what nana would say -laughs.

oh yes btw.
shall reply that girl

nana i dont know! did you come back to sign on the same day? ee. but whats new? youre a disgusting freak lorr!! -screws face- first you dont wash your hair then you dont bathe and now you dont even brush your teeth?!! okay its not a secret anymore but yes. YOU PIGGG!! haha but its so you, you know. to be finding many other parts of your body to NOT clean/wash so that you can irritate us. hee! please brush your teeth. what happened to that nice whitening tooth paste you claimed worked so well?? and please wash your hair. and scrub your body. haha. youre NOT DISGUSTING AT ALL, NANA. no no. youre clean and nice smelling. and i bet you drank coffee! ee!! major turn off! -runs of in the other direction and never returns till you brush!- haha im listening to that song you like! and i like! haha. but yea. dont worry, i still love you though youre all smelly and disgusting and turning me off. what to say. im crazy.

'off to study a little if im still not tired after switching off the comp
haha
night, everyone.

happy hols! :)

liberation at last.
but not exactly either.
tests to prepare for.
homework to be completed
rahh.
and i found out i brought the 2A shou ce back instead of 4A.
yea im that smart.

im a freak who goes home when there's a holiday on the next day.
forgot to bring my wallet to school so didnt go town la.
besides.
tings wasnt in school and everyone else had cca and yins forgot to bring her wallet too.
so i reluctantly went home,
feeling like a geek ._.

anyhow. waited like 2hrs for limewire to download sex and the city and guess what.
there is no image so i just wasted my friggin time downloading something that i can hear but not watch.
which really defeats the purpose.

dadaaaa. i think i need you to send me. haha

nana what is it with you claiming that i hide my gbk link?? haha. oh yes ! i like that song too ! -screams your name and darts off- haha.

just to love you
for a little while.

my poor phone has ended up in a pathetic state due to constant abuse from me ..
but it seems to be finding its way to the floor with a loud thud on its own like, everyday :(

yesterday it hit me
i felt we were slipping away
say if you can
its okay
just like you did back then
sometimes i fall and
i feel i dont know the way.
wont you say if you can
its okay
just like you said back then.

ripped this off wai..

10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BackPack/SCHOOL BAG/purse:
- moneymoney. wallet
- mobile
- contacts case if i didnt wear it at home
- anna sui lip rouge or cherry chapstick!
- um sometimes clinique concealer if im suffering from outbreak?
- c&c facial oil blotter (oil! press it out out out. and leave it lying around. and disgust wai to the core)
- um pencilcase? school bag, right? oh! books..notes..dalki diary! haha. my file..
- actually it depends. who brings books in a bag she brings to shop?? okay whatever. um. sweets!
- KEYS.
- eeyer. the essentials la.

9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW:
- THE BUCKS (we live in a material world)
- THE TIME
- apple ipod!
- women's secret bra
- mambo bag
- THE BRAINS THE BRAINS THE BRAINS -glares at the pure breeds-
- for people in unknown areas of Africa to stop suffering..and be happy.
- to be happy
- like, SNAP, pretty. good figure and all? (we live in an image-conscious world. vanity lives on haha.)

8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:
- drinks please? delifrance choc frappe+uncle moby's iced milo!
- swensons crayfish pasta
- gelare waffles+white choc ice crm
- those usual sushi i always eat at sakae..
- breeks' choc ice cream
- long johns' fries? a&w's curly wurly fries!
- orange bowl+other sch stuff
- CRYSTAL JADE la mian+red bean paste thingy. DAMN nice!!

7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
- TINGS
- steph
- ree
- nana
- MANY OTHERS! 7 is too little la. which evil person created this quiz! trying to make me fall out with my friends right! NEVER! haha.
- in no order
- of preference

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
- how to deal
- the butterfly effect
- the dangerous lives of the alter boys (or smth like that)
- dont say a word
- a walk to remember
- the parent trap!

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
- huh. WHO'S ROOM HAS 5 THINGS.
- ahem. BOOKS.
- clothes (in the wardrobe..duh)
- things to gussy myself up with?
- computer la

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY:
- iced milo! (i know i sound like a freak but its a daily must have)
- laksa at wisma
- 1/2 of xinyi's OILY but NICE food haha
- iced lemon tea

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
- 3 things?! WHO IS THAT EVIL PERSON!!??! family+friends (same category what!)
- movies+books+mags+MUSIC+computer with internet la+mobile (another same category haha)
- the prime ministers etc cos they maintain the country's survival! without them i'd be dead or something. oh. realised the evil person said THINGS.

2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ:
- books+mags+sunday times
- 8 subjects of text. you can run you can hide but you cant escape .. your books ._.

1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
- how can it be only 1 person..W H O I S T H A T E V I L P E R S O N..haha okay shall cut the crap. most prob it'd be tings la. (if you dont count family members..theyre like in your face 24/7)


x


yayy changed template! took like, 2hours to alter the stuff repeatedly (susan hill's writer's technique! ok ignore me..excess lit) like it! though kate bosworth looks really distorted.

anw. was in town with da after school .. needed a break from studying BADLY. hahas. bought this yellow mango spag top that is NOT THIN AND SEE THROUGH at all. gonna change it for smth else. saw this nice undergarment set at women's secret! gonna get it :D :D and my mambo bag too. yipdeedoo.

da got her voodoo dolls er LITTLE pouch which was quite a dilemma..haha.

went lido to catch my girl but its nowhere to be found so we left, went wisma to have lunch, shopped around. walk around. been SO LONG since i last shopped around, was happily smiling away. so when we were taking the bus there, i was thinking about the trip and stupid da claimed i was smiling at her shoe. embarass me only la.

saw quite a few people! steph+sq were like, sitting at spinelli sipping coffee indoors while it was raining out. hahaha. and i shall publish that they thought i was gonna give them my ricola sweet when i took it out and were eyeing at me eagerly but i left the place, stuffing a ricola pastel in my own mouth (cos i got conned into trying her coffee which sucked!! cos i dont like coffee la) -laughs at you. saw ahem. a certain ex kindergarten crush (SHUT UP, FREDA KWOK LI ER and everyone else who knows. it was like 12years ago and i didnt even recall till recently) but no um, 'eye candy' of da. number of our school ppl too. to enjoy temporary liberation day, i guess.

and da+i were traumatised by these 2 Anderson's Ice Cream people who made us stand there while they TRIAL their speeches to persuade the public to buy the whatever thingy for them. more like dissuade, judging from this guy's inexperience. and they were so evil! forcing me to hold their tickets. tsktsk. i wonder if their bosses know what theyre doing..

oh oh!! was in the train going home and it was totally packed. and this tall chinese guy started saying 'keep your hands off me' and it turned into an argument. turned out this short malay guy (not being racist here, but he looks a bit lunatic) was touching his dick! and the chinese guy kept telling the malay guy to stop molesting him and the malay guy said 'ok la. not like youre a girl or what.'

sheesh!

weird week ending. hope it wont be so queer anymore.